Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, BlueIris you have been a wonderful help to me at the lowest point in my life. After I posted the first time, even though I didn't post any more for a while I came back and read your words of wisdom over and over. You were great, you didn't push me one way or the other and you gave me a little bit of clarity when I desperately needed it. Things are better and we have had marathon sessions of talking about everything and I think we have finally put this horrible year in its place and can move forward. Again thank you, and everyone on this board.