FOr everybody who help me out the other night and day. I learned a lot H and I have been talking about a lot of things. I learned a lot of things. I feel a little better but still confused..
what i learned about me is I seem to cause more grief for myself instead of letting go of things and just learning to let them go.. I learned that its ok to stand up for my feeling . I learned that I will be ok if he desided that I'm not the one he wants.. Sometimes i feel that what my H is doing doesn't deserve to be posted on this board because I think that it is different then what others are going through. remember those are my feeling ..
Beauty lays in the beholder and even if my H can't see what kind of person I am I can see it.. and I'm learning to love me and like me. I have a lot to work on. But at least for once I can see that . and work on. it ..
I will take my life one day at a time..
anyhow you are all wonderful and caring people and this place is so confornting to come into even thought its not a place any of us wants to be I still love it here..
with all my love and support to other..
april.I was good I didn't ramble on and on LOL..
