I have been unhappily married for eight years an an abusive relationship. Two years ago I met another man and fell in love with him. I become really close to his two children. It was like I was having two lives. Just this Sunday he said he did not want to see me anymore because he could not take me living with my husband anymore. I really love this guy. I just can not leave my current husbad because I do not work and have four kids. My husband makes good money. During the two years I was with my boyfriend, I helped him by paying his bills, buying his groceries, buying his kids clothes and Christmas, and paying everytime we went out to eat. I also bought him a PS3, laptop, leather pc chair,filled his car with gas,bought him season Carrowind tickets and... I am not sure why did all of this. I just love him. Anyway now that he does not want to be with me , my husband has left and the boyfriend says he is interested in someone else. I really don't believe that. I am hurting so bad right now. I miss him so.
