If you have a chance listen to the song by David Archuleta. I found the last verse powerful. Always remember, "if it is not o.k., then it is not the end"
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Falling
David Archuleta
Feels like my lifes been passing by
With happiness just bein' a lie
How did I get here, where am I going?
One more day without knowing
Struggling for one more breath
As Im drowning in a painful death
Can someone reach out for me?
In this dark and dreary sea
'Cause it seems like no one can
Hear the voice thats calling
Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling
I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause Im stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I dont lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more
In my isolating misery
I feel like the epitome
Of darkness and despair
Just leading onto nowhere
Will I be able to win this race?
Im runnin' at a slow pace
Trying hard to press on
But the motivations gone
'Cause it seems like no one can
Hear the voice thats calling
Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling
Oh
I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause Im stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I dont lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more
It may not have to be this way
Waiting for me they could be a new day
Maybe I can revise
And escape from the lies
I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause Im stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I dont lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more
There could be something more
To what my life may have in store
Ill move from where I began
Keep on pressing through to the end
My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny. ~Elaine Maxwell~
