I'm 27 yrs old and got pregnant in Aug 2007 on clomid after 10 months of trying. Had a m/c at 8 weeks. I was devastated. I always had regular cycle though 35 days long. The doctor referred us to a RE.My DH has been diagnosed with severe MF and the RE advised us to move on to IVF/ICSI canceling our first IUI. We were about start our cycle in mid march, when things couldn't any worse I got a day 3FSH at 13 in Feb. The RE has ordered CCCT test and I flunked it with flying colors and the level was 21.
The RE gave us Donor egg speech. But he was kind and was ready to try 1 IVF cycle since my antral follicle count was good and he never imagined that I would get abnormal FSH. We are about start our 1st IVF cyle in mid April and the doctor gave us 0%-10% chance from this cyle and also warned us that he might cancel the cycle if I don't respond to the meds. After the m/c I'm even scared to try naturally!
Things changed so much in a short span and i'm getting depressed. We traveled so fast from IUI to IVF only to face thatI 'm not even eligible for that. I have started on Acupuncture reading so many stories on this forum and started taking wheat grass shots too.
I 'm depressed, lost and and feels like there is no future. I feel like I have nothing to wait for something in future and done with my life at 27 yrs. Why did this happen to me?.
Sorry for the long story
Posted on Mar 26, 2008, 1:40 PM from IP address 206.29.197.150