| why do i hate myselfMarch 27 2004 at 7:40 AM
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| Hello!
I just found this site as i was trying to research what the heck is happening to me. My doc told me i may be suffering from PMDD, but there are some thigns that i dont understand. I am a 24 year and i have always been a little moody durning my cycle, which is something that i could always deal with, but 7 months ago i went on BC called Alesse 21, and within the first month, i had(what i thought) was an anxiety attack. The second month came, and there was another one. Doc told me to give it three months as usual. But now 7 months later i am the worst person that i know. I read the forums there all of you have wrote and i think to myself, OH MY, i totally understand. The best way to descibe it is in one message i read..."the little demon in me" This is effecting my life and my relationship with my boyfriend, whom i just moved in with. I can tell you that is not going well. Early this week, it all game out and i think he is starting to understand a bit what i am going through. But to be honest i am soooo scraed... that feeling that i get, it makes me feel like i am going to explode and rip something apart or who knows. sooo went the doc on friday, she game me paxil, and took me off BC all together for a couple months. i am really not sure about taking the drugs..My thoughts...why should i have to take drugs because of a BC. i am wondering if anyone else is having this problem, or occured this changed...maybe it isnt the BC, maybe it is my body changing when i hit mid 20's... I just need to talk to someone, I hate myself and who i am all together....
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