I'm just looking for answers

First of all, sorry my bad english... i'll try to tell my story.

I always had phimosis and it was never a problem to me. Masturbation using prepuce was just fine and cleaning glans a little difficult, but still possible.

The problems came when i became sexually active.
My glans always beeing so sensible like touch my own eyes, so even training to expose it and try to touch was real pain.
When the condom sticks on my glans... was so uncomfortable, i just wanted to die. Oral sex was impossible, even a hand contact.
I still had a really short frenulum and phimotic ring, so when prepuce retracted... my frenulum was so stretched that turns into white (no blood in there).
My prepuce stayed locked behind my glans and i had to put an amazing strenght to bring it back (remembered paraphimosis), all that surviving from sensibility pain.

Even keep on trying many ways, arround mid's 20 i was still virgin and my sex life was ruined.

Without any hope i chose circumcision... a bad choice.

After cuting frenulum and prepuce, my pleasure sensation and orgasm stayed exactly the same. Short frenulum and phimotic ring was gone, that's fine too.
But one problem remains... MY GLANS STILL AMAZING SENSIBLE, and now i don't have any prepuce to protect me.
Over a year has passed and i live in pain 24h a day, that's not a joke.
If I knew it would be like this... it would be better dies a virgin but without suffering.

I'm seriously thinking about amputation.

How million of peoples lives circumcised like that?

What's wrong with me?