You know I am 47 and posted almost the same thing you did awhile ago.
I thought I was done trying. To many losses. But, I am not done. I just realized I needed to let go of the 2ww. I need to relax and trust. And so far, I can say it is working. I all but think of being in the 2ww now,,when I am there. I keep busy (a given) and I try to push thoughts of could I be out of mind.
I do not feel or look 47, but I know my insides sing a different tune and I am Ok with that. DH and I would love to have a baby together, but we both have been so blessed already.
And for the record, I would do DE in a NY minute if I had the funds to do it. I have no problem with it and would love to just have DH's child. To be pg again would be awesome. And if we do not have our own, one day we might adopt. It is wonderful to live in a time where there are so many options.
And I feel honored to be a cheerleader here to so many over 40 babes..HEHE..trying to have babies. First or sixth!!!!!!
Sandy, hang in there. You are a little down and that is to be expected. You have great looking cycles and I know it will happen!!!!!!!!! For us oldies but great looking goodies, we will start a song of our own...COME OUT< COME OUT where ever you are.. little eggie..your name could be Sam or maybe Meggie,
Quit hiding and show yourself strong, by staying inside it just seems wrong...SO COME OUT COME OUT little eggie and meet your new MOM!!!!!!!!
Well, alright I am no song writer. But, you have to admit it was a funny attempt.
I am giving you a HUG right now,
Debbie in Texas ( who is not ready for a cane just yet)http://www2.fertilityfriend.com/home/5c95e