I know the feeling, but hang in there!

When I found out I didn't ovulate at all on clomid, I left my DH a message saying that I was old and worthless and that he should have married someone younger. This stuff can really takes its toll on our self esteem and sense of worth. I think many of us have felt/are feeling the way you are. You are not old, and you're not alone! I just met a 43 year old single woman who conceived w/IUI. A close male friend who wants kids didn't want to date her because he thought she was too old to bear children. So she showed him and boy am I glad! Maybe we won't all be able to have our own genetic kids, but if we can make it through this agonizing time of IF we'll be the best damn mothers in the world to the child we do end up parenting. Take a deep breath and try to be good to yourself.