TraceyD - Hopeing things are still OK.
SAS - Where are you at?
MichelleWA - did you do your FET?
I had my lap, hsg, hysteroscope on 12/21 but about a week later got VERY sick. Almost 'go to ER' level. Not sure what happened but it was bad. My guts were in turmoil. I'm fine now. Still feel it when I sit up from bed - like a stomach muscle thing.
Got AF on cd26 and am now on cd5. Given I thought I was going to die just about a week or so ago - I didn't want to deal with meds, monitoring, etc. Probably stupid as at my age, each month is like dog years, but my body said hold off.
I have no idea what my next step is. I have 4 IVFs under insurance and I'd sure like to try at least one. I may fly out to SIRM vegas in March as I am uncomfortable with local clinics being up to par. May end up at Cooper in NJ.
Basically, I've no hope and am STILL trying to get my head around DE. Might go childless. IDK. Seems so many are doing DE right now. They seem so happy. I can understand this. No more dissapointments & BS - just looking forward to the fun parts. Picking a name, etc. Ooop! I think I'm talking myself into it? Anyhoo - I'm not ready to give up on my own eggs yet as I figure I'm already old & what's another year or 2?
Hope everyone's well. I've not been here much the past month and am pretty lost as to where everyone's at.