Hi again, Adie, Tigs, and everyone....by Maaj (Login Maajida2)Yes, Tigs, Adie and her progress are a great inspiration. Adie, I am so inspired by how well you are doing....and I am looking forward to getting to know you better here at nsd. Yes, it is good to have been away to such special places, but it's good to be home and back to more regular routines. Unfortunately for a few hours today, I did yield to old destructive habit patterns for eating behavior, which involve doing well under stress and then falling apart when the stress (or the traveling) is over....for about 3 hours, it was the worst of the old binge behaviors and then it was over, because I started to miss how much better I feel when eating remains ontrack. But I just hate that despite knowing way better, that I am still vulnerable to old destructive patterns. I am sorry to have to be posting about this, but I am well aware that it's best to keep struggles out in the open where they can be dealt with. And Tigs, and Adie, as I said, the progress both of you have made is so inspiring, that despite my struggles, I still feel hope for a healthier future. Love, maaj from IP address 76.103.169.169 Respond to this message Return to Index
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