Oh my gosh, Hollie, you are SO not alone in all of this and.....(m)by maaj (Login Maajida2)and I am sorry to be answering so belatedly, but you are DEFINITELY not alone in all of this....I share your feelings totally...and I am sure many others do too. I've been swamped lately between home, work, and familiy responsibilities, but I never ever want to lose sight of the safe place we have here, to be able to talk about such sensitive issues. Tigs and everyone have really started an important dialogue with you here, and I hope we can go on bringing these issues out in the open...where they are far less powerful and disturbing than keeping them hidden in the bushes. I too get so tired and discouraged and wonder if ever there will be a time in my life where this journey to emotional and physical fitness won't be so much work...I have those days where even when I do stay on track I don't show downward movement on the scale...kind of like damned if I do and damned if I don't, pardon the expression, and I am trying so hard to hang in there and not give up. You don't sound confused to me, Hollie, you just sound like you're trying to come to peace with conflicting emotions and I guess we have to want being fit more than we want to give up on the effort. Let's hang in there together...there is so much more to say on this...but I better give you a break from reading this diatribe, lol. Take good care of yourself .... the worst thing we can do is hide, away from all this loving support and understanding....Love, maaj from IP address 76.103.169.169 Respond to this message Return to Index
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