Father's Day? Not good......

by hollie (Login holliedu)

I bought my hubby a dozen glazed donuts (he loves them) and I ended up eating 3 of them myself.

But....I have stayed out of the potato chips!

I am just pitiful. I have my annual physical coming up and they're going to pitch a fit since I've gained from last year.

I feel fat today. Feelings aren't always true but I have a hard time not believing them.

I'm so sick of being fat. So sick of being the fattest woman in the room. (At least that's how I feel even if I'm not.) So sick of fussing about food all the time.

I am angry but I can't give up. If I give up, I gain more weight. So I'm going to pitch a little hissy fit and then get my act back together. That's pretty sad that at 58 yrs. old I have to live like this. But I do NOT want to be a fat grandma.

Hollie

Posted on Jun 19, 2012, 1:08 AM
from IP address 71.60.62.247

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  1. I 'hear' strength & determination behind your words....... Maajida, Jun 19, 2012, 2:31 PM
    1. Yes, Maaj, I am determined....... hollie, Jun 20, 2012, 1:22 AM
      1. YAY! I like your attitude!!!!!!!!!!. Maajida, Jun 20, 2012, 4:03 PM
        1. I have to work on all 3 areas too....... , Jun 21, 2012, 2:57 AM
          1. So proud of you for those words and........ Maaj, Jun 21, 2012, 9:21 PM
  2. You are NOT!. motherbear, Jun 19, 2012, 5:28 PM
    1. Stay with me, Judy....... , Jun 20, 2012, 1:26 AM
      1. I compare my fat weight to cat litter..... motherbear, Jun 20, 2012, 9:23 PM
        1. Well I have a lot more than a ....... hollie, Jun 21, 2012, 2:56 AM