for your loss, because it is a loss. Many hugs to you. I too am not struggling, as I have a number of frozens that will be 100% siblings to my DD and I can't wait to do it;it's exciting. I am waiting for a few important things to fall into place, nothing to do with the fe's, and hopefully this year I will go ahead. If I could do it now I would. Again, hugs to you, because it is a loss. I'm sorry.