To Live Is To Dream CHAPTER 11

'I WILL see you after the show' His parting statement echoed in her head a she paced the dressing room. She could hear the rumbling of the bass coming from the arena and the pops of the pyro and knew it was ending. She wanted to run, to hide, she didn't like the way she was feeling anymore, the way she was thinking.....

She signed and chewed herself out mentally 'get a grip Kyrs the problem isn't that you don't like it the problem is that you like it too much'

She was thankful Amanda had gathered her things and left she didn't feel like trying to explain anything to her friend at that moment. She still didn't know exactly what she was going to do ... part of her wanted to just leave, go back to her hotel room and forget anything happened... but another part of her was too curious. It had been so long since she'd felt like that. she rolled her eyes inwardly thinking.. thats not exactly true from what he said she'd felt it the night of the party, she just didn't remember....

Maybe it was time she moved on, tried again.....she shook her head, no... maybe it was just time she got laid... she wasn't like that really but out here it seemed to be the way of it. She knew better than to try to fool herself into thinking that just because he wanted her it meant he wanted a relationship. She knew he had a girl back home somewhere. Maybe she should do as the old saying went... when in Rome......It certainly would help cure this damn fire he had started in her, and maybe if she just gave into her desires just this once... it would get him off her back as well....

That was it... she had decided... Mr Rockstar wanted to play the seduction game... fine she would play along... Give hhim what he wanted.... take what she wanted and for once she would be the one in control......

She smiled a bit feeling her confidence return now that she had made her decision... and it hadn't come a minute too soon becuase they were rolling back now.. hyped up and sweaty just carrying on... she slid herself into a chair in the corner waiting.... watching....