Krys sighed and watched the group of men standing across the room chatting it up and laughing... actually she thought, to be honest with herself she was only really watching one of them.
ever since that night after the show when she'd beckoned him into the little room alone and had her way with him, then left without so much as a see you later she'd wondered if she'd done the right thing. At the time it seemed the best solution. He had been driving her mad, she'd been driving herself mad trying to remember if they had... if she'd liked it... if he'd liked it... then he'd cornered her and if Amanda hadn't shown up..... So she had to know.
Well now she knew and instead of putting her mind at ease and putting it behind her she just couldn't stop thinking about it. The spark, the passion, was unlike anything she had ever thought exsited. She had thought she could just walk away and be done with it, he would have gotten whathe wanted and she would have satisfied her curiosity. But that wasn't the case... for her anyway. Now she wished she had stayed... talked to him... picked his brain asked why... what was happening.... but now it was too late for that.
Two weeks... it had been two weeks and still, beyond speaking when it was nesecary for work purposes he pretty much ignored her. Oh he was never rude, not at all, but that nice calm tesing friendship that had started to develop was no longer there. In it's place was...... dissappointment? she wasn't sure but she knew leaving like she did was the wrong move now. She just didn't have the guts to admit it. Afterall what was she to think? He was her boss, he was a famous rockstar she was just Krys, nothing special why would he be interested in her beyond a roll in the hay? but he seemed to be almost sulking, looked at her with distrust now.
She sighed again as she packed up her things for load out wondering just how she was going to continue to work with him now.
Jon was watching her... he was still always watching her, she just never knew, no one knew. He didn't even know why he still wanted her, she'd made it obvious that she was over it. He'd thought with all the passion there last time that.. maybe.. just maybe there was a chance at more. It really wasn't like him to be this way , he had plenty of options in that department that was for sure so why was this girl driving him to the edge of insanity? What was it about her? Was it her looks? well.. She certainly was one of the most attractive women he had ever seen.... but it was more than that... this ice queen persona she put on.. he knew that wasn't the real Krys.. he'd seen under the shell and he knew there was a sweet passionate fun loving person in there, he'd seen hints of it before... before all this...mess.. he sighed as he watched her grab her things and leave. He should talk her he thought, he really should but every time he tried it was like she shut off, it was all business now... just business thats how she wanted it so that how he'd handled it.
Ironic, he thought to himself as he headed to shower.... The guy with everything can't seem to have what he really wants....
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