Yes, me too

I am rather suicidal at the moment. I believe it is the hormones. I am facing my second miscarriage in two months.

I am desperate and losing my mind.

I urge you to get medical help. This is like a form of postpartum depression. I know that is true in my case, and I'll bet it is in yours.

I am finally going to take medication. I found one that won't hurt the baby if I do get pregnant again.

I hope you feel better soon. I'm so sorry. I also think there is incredible hope in your situation. You are young still!!!