I am more and more confused and worried with all my symptoms. I've been poking checking to figure out what happened to me. I've been bitching to my doc who at least got nice attitude and willing to order any tests I could think of and wrote me prescription I wanted him to. Besides of perfoming what a 5 yo could do, I realize can't expect more.

ever since the BD 2 weeks ago around O, I've been feeling more and more miserable everyday with all kinds of PG symptoms except morning sickness and sore breast. everyday I get bloating, gas, cramp pain, more blood flow and contraction more pain, other symptoms don't come everyday like constipation, night sweat, hot flush, disturb sleeping, headache, dizziness and the extreme fatigue really bothers me, one day I felt like to pass out at 9pm. 3 night's ago I called embulance because my left knee hurt so much I couldn't move much. and these 2 days I've been looking all over for bitter melon to eat that i've never want to touch before. haven't got any today, but I am still craving for it.

I have hardly work for 2 weeks, going out shopping for food, returning and borrowing books wear me out already and the next day, i could only watch TV most of the time. yesterday for a few hours I even felt depressed, i mean real down kind of depressed. I don't remember the last time I ever depressed.

Well, today, more test results. 20 day P4 of 11.3 and other tests and signs indicated ovulation occurred, BFN and US. my lining is 12mm, still there, but my temperture was 97.5-6 for 3 days, before was over 98. I have no discharge except today I found a little piece half like the white "fat net"(those tissue wrapped around fat), and other half of that piece is trasparent like the CM around O. another O around already? The OPK didn't show any LH surge though. I wonder whether it's the first collapse of the contents.

If not pg, why all the symptoms?

I didn't take any hormone, if any herbs 3 days ago for 1 day. it's minimum 1 table spool cook and dilute big time. so how come everything is out of wack?

Could it be that my body couldn't handle semen inside?

Could it be from my subconcience that I wanted to conceive hence the symptoms? But those tymptoms came before I did the research to find out those are signs of pg.

or am I simply stree out and cause all symptoms? I stress a lot, come and go quick never like this though

The doc who handled the US told me that she only found a few little fibroids which is normal, nothing really major. what cause my symptom is that the cyst busted when the egg popped and the fluid of the cyst spilled into the palvic area. Honestly, I don't know what that mean, I don't quite believe that though. so the cyst is actually the sac for the egg? is it considered Cprpus Luteum that after O? Is anything suppose to burst to spill the liquid?

sorry it's a long one. but I am desperate. my life is zipping away from me and I don't know what's going on. will post this in a few board hopeful can get some info. Thanks a lot for your patience.

Over the past 2 yrs I have had what you are describing some of my cycles. I think what you are describing is normal hormonal fluctuations. Cysts & fibroids can really whack up your cycle, so can stress. Are you eating healthy & exercising?? Both I would recommend. I seriously doubt that all of the sudden you are having 'reactions" to DH sperm. Have NEVER heard of sperm causing any such things. I seriously think you need to calm down & try to de-stress your life. lastly, even though this board is not very active, this is a recurrent m/c board. This post would probably get better answers on the high fsh board.