I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry. I don't know if this makes you feel any better but I do know exactly how you feel. Have wonderful DS who just turned 2 and my whole body aches for another one because he is just so wonderful. Each month I get my hopes up only to be crushed all over again when AF rears her ugly head. Mine should be here Saturday. I wish I could make you feel better. The only thing I can say is I try to give myself one day to feel bad and then the next day I force myself to move on. Much easier said than done and doesn't always work. Today I actually teared up when a woman in a car next to me pulled up beside me and I saw her three little ones sitting in their car seats in the back. So cute. How pathetic am I?