I use to post on these boards a last year, but not very often. However, I read all the boards daily. I am really in a bad state. I have been trying for #2 for 3 long years. I am getting sick of the whole thing. I have been trying to get DH to go the donor route for over a year now and he still will not do it. I am truly blessed to have an amazing 5 year old DS, who is a pure joy to me. But, with having him naturally, before I knew what FSH was...I didn't think that there would be an issue with having another. Who would have thought, that I would develop an autoimmune thyroid disease and my husband would have male factor issues. Secondary IF really sucks!!!
In the 3 years that we have been trying for another, my sister had her second in 2005 and is now expecting again. While, I am happy for her, it is painful for me. I just can't seem to catch a break. All I want is for my DS to have a sibling...but I guess that is too much to ask.
I am sorry to go on and on...but I have been terribly depressed since my sister told me a few days ago. It just really stings.....
I hope that I have not offended anyone..I just needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks,
Kelly
ME: 38
DH: 41
DS: 5 (3/2003)
TTC 2: 3 years
DX: Hashimoto's w/super-sized FSH
Wanting to move on to DE....DH not so sure:(