(((Kelly)))

I'm visiting from the playgroup and just had to respond.

My heart goes out to you. IF truly does sucks. Took me three years to finally get my second miracle, 4 years for my first. IF sucks and the waiting is torture. Agony.

You know what? I found it much harder to deal with pg in my immediate family. Really hard.
When friends got pg or my cyber friends, I was over the moon for them but my SILs? Very hard. Never could figure out why.

Have you tried TCM? If not, consider doing it for 6mos, 3mos minimum.
sending you big hugs and good fert vibes
julie