Hi Kendall. I'm sorry to hear what you are going through right now. I know the pain. I can only give you HUGS and encourage you to keep trying. I came from a family of 8 and my husband has 3 other siblings. Both sides are looking at me with major disappointment and it sucks so bad. I wanted to have at least 3 or 4 because I really enjoyed having lots of siblings. I've been trying for almost 4 years now for #2 and no single BFP. Hang in there.