than to get my hopes up but it was cruel. I was 4 days late and I thought, just maybe. I just wish I knew how to give up, really give up, it seems I can't. I'm better today.
yes, definitely cruel that AF was so many days left. Lately I'm not counting days, so when I'm nearing the end of a cycle I start to wonder when AF is due and whether I could be PG.. I should just write the date down and stop the misery, yikes. This cycle I didn't bd during ovulation, so at least I won't be speculating..
