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im 19- my boyfriend of a year is 26. we met when i was 16 and he was my manager at the time. I fell for him and we flirted non stop but of course we couldnt date. well after getting a new job one thing led to another. I love him to death and i think hes absolutly amazing. he isnt your typical 26yr old- he so fun and goofy and loves the same stuff as i do. He doesnt even look his age. Hes a sweetheart. But besides all of that i am very insercure about how i look... from head to toe- yes this includes my vagina appearence. You see... im tiny- only 5'1 and 105lbs. Im medium skinned so i tan easily. Ive never liked my body cause i dont have huge boobs, they are like a small B- and of course my vulva is very dark- though im not indian or mexican im just not pale and i dont have what some guys call "piggy bank slit" lips either, haha. my inner lips are visible and large..infact both outer and inner and that bothers me too. Im no sex expert and my boyfriend and I do have sex- but hes been with about 7 other girls v.s me ive been with 3 guys... him being my 3rd. im always worried that he thinks different of how i look. most of his girlfriends have all been pale skinned and his last girlfriend was a redhead. I always think that maybe he likes his last girlfriends body/vulva better than mine? Hes said he doesnt because she was too pale- like transparent as he would put it and that skin color doesnt matter to him but still. its always in the back of my mind and it bothers the hell out of me. i always get uncomfortable whenever i see a pic of her or something. i mean i guess i should be happy that im tan and that he says im goergous but im afriade that hes still attracted to her and other really pale girls and not so much me cause im like the first girl hes dated thats dark and so im sure since all vaginas are different and that mines way different than some others. Anyway- it just affects me emotionally and physcially and i get really down cause of it.

I bet you are beautiful! If you were to read some other post s on this site you would read over and over how many men like the look of women just like you! They prefer it.

I sometimes wish I were tan- I am pale. I have large labia. I have small breasts- smaller than yours. I'm sure I am at least 2x your age. Love yourself!

Oh thank you thank you for reading and replying to my post! I hope your right i havent been able to look around on this site much but from what ive read its helped somewhat. I dont feel as wierd having a large lips now and i guess my vulva color is just how i am. Hopefully my boyfriend thinks its beautiful..

Hi. I think you are nervous and that is why you are insecure. You sound like a normal girl. Nobody is perfect or the same. Im pretty sure he thinks you are good looking. By your description I think you are attractive.