allright. hey, i'm gonna apologize for the last email that i posted. i know it was kind of rough. and everyone may think that i'm a horrible drug addict loser. and you're right i probably am. when i wrote that i had just found all of these websites on mp and it kind of stirred up a lot of old bad memories. i didn't mean to offend anybody and i promise i'm really not bitter and angry like that all the time. actually i am trying to get my life back together right now. i was just trying to make my point that mp ruined my life. i'm sure everyone can relate to that. so please feel free to respond to anything that i have written and i hope all of you are doing good. much love, brittany.