I never witnessed what you say happened. I was already gone when you were there. All I know is that if you continue to blame other people for your own choices and/or mistakes, you will never get out of the ditch. Your present behavior started long before you ever went to MP. YOU choose what you do. And someday, you will be reminded of all the opportunities you were given and how you pushed them away. Don't act like such a victim. We all have things we must handle in our lives. There is always someone in a worse situation than yourself.