The choises you made or continue to make are your own. You cant blame an institution because you choose to do heroine, or because you drink. The reason you probally did'nt do well there is because you depend on other people to make decisions for you. Stand up for yourself. Make your own choises. You said you have a daughter, dont ruin her life. If she see's you on the drugs, she's going to think it's okay as well. Mountain Park was there to help us. Your parents thought it was okay at the time. Open your mind. I'm not trying to criticize you, but there is so much more to life than sitting aroung feeling sorry for yourself. Pick up where you left off, and keep going. Even if it hurts, it will make you stronger!