What got me mad was the preachers saying that MP was a place God specifically loved more than churches that had less standards. Their standards were physical- not spiritual. What got me so mad was how conceited they were and how we had no contact with the outside world so it was almost impossible not to buy into some of their conceitedness as true. They tried to make our families look eveil and in sin to us just because they didn't dress like MP, use the same Bible, or go to a fundamental church. They acted superior to anyone who was not "blessed" with the "knowledge" they had. It made me think that my sole purpose in life was to meet as many people as I could and talk to them all about God and Jesus- I turned off alot of people by talking so much about Jesus instead of focusing on something they were actually interested in- All my friends are people who knew me before MP and people they knew I hadn't met yet. I have a very hard time making new friends like most people can because I have nothing to talk about but Jesus- It was okay at MP to talk about Jesus all the time and I loved it but people don't want to talk about things they don't know anything about- I'm a freak show for knowing so much about the Bible and Christianity . I like it in a way but I hate having such a hard time fitting in with people my age.