Honestly I'm really glad I went to MP if only because of the gospel message I heard there and how my faith was strengthened. I think I've finally come to the end of myself and I really don't want to do drugs anymore. I'm glad i have something to turn to which is Christianity. I'm glad for them telling me that the greatest thing God can give you is a desire after you are saved. I'm glad for the scripture I learned there. Christianity is real and Jesus is real. MP had alot of bad stuff that was mainly a whole lot of unnecessary drama but the other day I went to a house where I was smoking Krystal meth and it was the dealer's house and he had two little girls age 5 and 6 who were sitting in the cornerwhile rap music was blasting on the TV and the oldest girl had a play guitar and they asked me if I wanted to hear a song and I said "ok" and they started singing "Jesus Loves Me" and other songs children learn because they had gone to church their dad said with their mom or grandma. I went up to them and sang them my Jesus song. The oldest little girl then said "Jesus loves children" and I confirmed that to her. Then she started telling me about a movie they had seen about Jesus and His crucifixion. The younger girl then told me that she was bad and I asked her why and she replied that she would have been one of the ones who would have nailed Jesus to the cross and I asked her why and she replied that she liked to hit people. I told her that it is okay for kids to hit since they are too small to hurt anyone. The people I had come to the house with had already gone to smoke so I told them that I should be going to the room since I had stayed behind to talk to them. While I was in the room the little girls came a few minutes later knocking on the door saying they wanted to give me something. When I came back out they gave me two pictures from a Bambi book they had. I told them "thak you" and I told them "bye" and told the younger girl I loved her. It broke my heart. Their father sells because he needs the money and it is easy. This was the only time I heve really smoked that stuff and it was free to me but that experience just made me see how stupid I am that these little girls need people to make a difference in the world so when they grow up things will be better. Drugs distract people too much. I really think I am going to stop using them.