I don't know if you will get this message, but I hope you do. What happened to you at the home was real, and it was horrible. I honestly can't believe some of the personal attacks that were lodged at you for writing what you did. I was not in that particular Roloff home, but I was in another in the 80's. I run a healing support group on yahoo groups, and you will find people there who will support and believe you. The Roloff homes have been abusing people since the 60's, and the things they did were unspeakable. If you are interested please email me and I will send you an invite to our group.