I was thrilled to see your entry- very honest and mature. I'm with you- I also accept the responsibility of the failures in my life although blaming MP would be much easier! I learned many valuable lessons that I have chosen to pick out and carry with me- the most important of which I think was putting others first. I think of you sometimes and am glad to hear that you are doing well! I know we had a complex relationship, but I always wish you the best!