I had nightmares for nine years more or less. I still have some but they have lessened through the years. I was diagnosed with post traumatic syndrome last year by a doctor after recounting my situation, what happened to me after wards, and much of the self destructive behavior that I exhibited after it all. I have learned to deal with much of it. If you ever want to talk just send me an email or respond to this message. There are many great people out there that have been through exactly what you have been through and will understand. Sometimes, for me, its just knowing that someone else cares and listens without judgment to your feelings.
If you do not feel comfortable talking to me about it, I really recommend you talk to someone that went to the school with you or someone that went before. It really helps to talk to former students.
Goodluck and take care
You arent there and they CAN NEVER HURT YOU AGAIN