I will be totally honest to you tj I was a really angry guy while at Mt. Park. I would stay up at night taking razors out of my shaving stuff because I wanted to cut myself and be able to leave in a body bag. I just want you to know that I am sorry about everything. The reason I found this website is because I just woke up in the middle of the night having nightmares about being stuck at Mt.Park... I am not that bad of a guy if you only knew me on the outside of that place I like to call hell on earth. I was held down for almost 4 hours by the staff their while I watched my parents drive off. I will tell you it was the most sickening feeling in the world knowing my parents had just abandoned me in the middle of nowhere. I still have the scars on my arms from fighting to get up and run away that October day. Two fucking weeks from my 16th birthday nice birthday present that was. Hey I wish you the best of luck and please don't be mad at me.