I used to hate some of you. And just like that, I decided to change my opinions. Not because I think you are cool, But because if being cool is important to you people, than you need to hike it back to fucking high school.
What is important in life is Love, Family, Friends, and Being true to yourselves.
None of you are true to yourselves. Worse enough, some of you are complete slaves to the scene.
Say what you will. (I'll even help you) I listen to bad music, (*wrong, unless your tastes in music sucks as well, because I do listen to 75% of the same music most of you do) I dress funny (ok, I'm comfortable, and my clothes fit...fuck off) I don't have cool hair. (even though my father is a well respected hairstylist; ask Aimee) I've not had a perfect life, but, who has?
Well, tonight I realized something. I love who I am. I don't want to be like any of you, because you hate what isn't you. You are worse than the people, you hate because they are so "conformist". Ok, tell me a scenester, hardcore kid, emo kid, whathave you, that looks different. You are all the same. You are more or less fascists. Biggots if you will.
I respect other cultures, I respect other music, and I respect even the people who aren't the coolest people in the world. Because they are people.
You can say what you will. I am done with this board. You can cheer, or whatever..but, save it, because I won't see it.
I'm above it. Someone was right. This is just webboard bullshit, and shouldn't be taken seriously. But, here is the reality folks. When you write on this webboard it takes thought. And if you just hide behind a post and not mean it than you are wasting energy. I think that if you post on here, you mean it. Or you at least mean it when you write it, and that makes you a fucking coward, because anytime I have seen any of you that has some "supposed problem with who I am" and you express this on the webboard, when I see you in public, face to face, it's always "hey, glad to see you".
I'm sick of false, fake people.
I am who I am, and if you don't like...me shit, I feel like a fool for ever trying to make you understand that Aimee lied to you all about who I am. You say "well all I know is what is on the board". Well when you spend 90% of your time defending who you are to people, you never get to explain your side of the story.
I am out of here. If I see you, don't speak to me.
Aimee you are a backstabbing lying bitch who is only out for herself. You use people to gain popularity, and you have nothing original about you. You got everything you are from stealing it from others. (i.e. mad rad hair, scenester web pages, etc..) I won't say anything further, I just want you to know, that I tried everything I could to help you when you were all drugged out, fucking random band members...And you told me to fuck off. Well that's what kind of friend you are, and I don't want ANYONE like that. And I feel (although I may be wrong) that anyone that has befriended her up to this point is probably the same. Or you are blind.
I'm done. have a nice life...
The cheering may begin....
And btw, this had NOTHING to do with that fuck face XXXXXXEDGEKIDXXXXXX or whatever...
it had to do with me waking up and opening my eyes...
your dad is a hairstylist??... what a fucking fag!!!!
whats a matter did we hurt your feelings? get over it your just trying to make us feel sorry for your dumb ass so fuck off bitch boy i guess you couldent keep up with the insults so you got depressed whaa whaaaa whaaaaaa good riddence i hope you get hit by a car
edgeguy for king of the world and dingus as vice king of the world to get rid of the people who look like chad and the destroy and make chad feel sad!!!
someone? you mean Edgeguy? Anyway no one's false. No one's fake. The internet is such that our faces are not visable but that is just the nature of the beast. I'm certainly not hiding. I'm edgeguy's girl. I don't consider myself "cool". You know what I do like; some fucked up music. And it's nothing you listen to. Michael Jackson, Marilyn Manson, whatever. It's trendy yeah I guess but I don't listen to it for that reason and I don't think I'm better than you for anything like that I just think you're an ass like all the other asses I had to deal with throughout life until I grew tits then I guess I was cool or something. Anyway the only reason I started posting is because I can't stand all this nan-nan-na-boo-boo bullshit. Whatever. Nevermind. <---Nirvana reference.
(god they are are like, so last decade.)
(doesn't she know hardcore is the new grunge)
(supporting local band isn't cool unless you're cool.)
(yeah and she can't puncuate or sppell. SHe's illerarate he-he.)
(let's ingore her, maybe she'll cry)
c'mon guys, theres no need for hairstylist bashing. when you come to think about it, that profession should be the most HETEROsexual one in the world. all we do is hang out with women, and flirt, ALL DAY LONG. trust me, a lot of dates come from my chair.
Jeremy Adam (former singer of sadiya; blood spilled in vain; and also im a hairstylist)
do my hair good adam!
I was wondering were you shall be going in the future, I have heard rumors of you getting in a heavier band.
is it true? do tell sir!
yes, i will be moving on to something else, but im not too sure when. we have something going, but schedules are conflicting a tad. as far as break ups go, sadiya broke up soon after our tour/car accident last june. it put a major strain on all of us, and attitudes were beginning to clash to the point of anger. as for blood spilled in vain, musical directions were clashing. there is no anger between any of the band members, just decided it would be for the best, before it came to that. hope that answered your questions.
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xxxIxxx xxxamxxx xxxsoxxx xxxradxxx
i have a cool name like edgeguy which might make reference to my faux lifestly of living "strait edge". but in reality i am as phony as the xxx's that dawn my clever moniker.
Ok Chad you win.. I'm sorry I stabbed you in the back so many times by pretending to be your "AIM BUDDY" and telling adena all of these things so that we could make you feel like such a scapegoat and outcast of the webboard. I mean, it's never happened to me or anything ....HAHAH. People on this board saw all my idiocy but always saw that I had NO tact at being the scandalous bitch.
the ONLY guy in a band I ever dated (or whatever that was) was Dave. You were never in a band when I met you. I have not seen or even made out with a any band dudes since Dave. I guess we're just all conformists for believing what I say about you? But you're a liar, so that makes you a um... non-conformist!
here's some truth!
Ask aimee! ask aimee!
yes, your dad is a hairstylist.
but...
remember that one time!?
when you were kicked out of the military after only 4 months of training?!
for trying to get high by taking 10 speed pills!?
and your drill sgt caught you?!
yeah?! remember that?!
you were discharged dishonorably?
from the military?
because of drugs?
yeah!
remember that?!
and you tried to look like a hard ass on a webboard because you were
"in the military?!"
remember?!
cool how you can sit there and lie to people about what you've done with your life and ask for respect and lie about your ex girlfriends just to look hot.
holy fucking shit what a fucking reject!! damn chad your so fucking hard now you got booted out of the marinies!! i know marines are dumb but holy fuck you must be fucking retarded ha ha holy fucking fuck! trying to get high what a loser
edgeguy for king of the world and dingus for vice king of the world and aimee for truth teller of the world to make chad cry to his sister and his gay hair dresser dad(your not a fag jeremy)
Re: Re: Re: Re: the bastard son of elen degenerate
September 10 2003, 3:17 AM
yes thank you. chad is just a big drama queen. he is exaggerating everything that ever happened.
I caught him IMing fat chicks from Gainsville on my computer once. so yes, he does snoop online behind his gf's back for some booty. he is looking for the perfect jon davis lookalike. only a girl, maybe, with the receding hairline and uh. only fat.
hey you guys i need a crew to put on my mad rad hair profile is it ok if i start the sadiya cuddle prez4u crew? ok.........um. kidding.