mikes101,
Unfortunately, this Forum website crashed after I replied to your posting, so that entire reply was lost (unless you happened to read it while it was up before the crash).
I will just say, briefly, that according to your description you are meditating correctly. Your confusion seems to be coming from stress release. It is important to continue to meditate twice a day, regularly, when you have times of confusion like this (most of us get them).
If you would like your meditation checked, you can always purchase an inexpensive phone or Skype consultation at
http://www.nsrusa.org/order.php .
If you have any further questions, please do not hesitate to ask.
David Spector
NSR Meditation/USA