It sounds like your friend was thinking of you feelings. That seems to me like a caring friend. My friends and family are constantly making a point to tell me who is pregnant and all the details. I really don't want to hear it I think because seeing pg women reminds me of what I may never have. It seems selfish but its either stay away from them or cry like a fool all the time. I have to work with the public and alot of pg women come into the place. I find it hard to be friendly at all. that is so unlike me. It has changed my attitude toward peopole and everything else. I feel set apart from every one. When I see a good friend I hav'nt see forever I hear "guess what I had a baby or I am pg or so-n-so is pg" I dread going out in public any more. I feel like buying a Ted Kazinsky(sp) cabin somewhere and venture out to a walmart at 3 in the morning once a month(pg people usually don't come out that late) You are not alone there I think that we have a right to vent and feel the way we do. Btw what is your cause for infertility? Where are you at in your battle? I've been trying for 4 yrs and was never really careful for 6. It has only become an emotional butden for me in the last year and a half. I have been seeking medical help for almost a year now. 3months of bbts only. Then 2 months of just metaformin then I started the clomid. Dr thinkd I may have pcos. I am not sure I have never skipped a period(tho irregualar), no acne or unwanted hair any where. I am only about 30 lb overweight. That is because I am a killer cook. If my cousins wife of 300 can have children any one can. My Dr hasn't even brought weight up as an issue I know some really harp on it. Sorry to ramble. I think I needed to vent too. Have you did hpt yet? Maybe AF wont come. I sure hope not. I hear the hpts arent always accurate. Keep me posted and wish you all the luck in the world!!!
