I see plenty of really skinny girls with the bellies. I think some people are wieght obsessed. As long as you get your vitamins and proper nutrition that shouldn't be an issue. I am getting frustrated because I don't really have symptoms of anything except irregualar and annovulation. It seems clomid has helped that. I will wait and see what this IUI holds. I told quite a few people and they are happy about it. I just hope it wasn't a mistake. If it doesn't work I will have to explain it. I will probably hear "any news?" about a million times. It is good to have someone to talk to that knows what your going through. My christian friends tell me to "just be thankful for what you have" they all have kids so I can't get any sympathy there. They try to make me feel better by asking me to baby showers. I definately couldn't do that. Bil is getting divorced so the holidays might be easier. I know that sounds horrible. Last Christmas just sucked for me. It consisted of the whole family in a circle googling over his new baby. then I got to watch them open 1000 baby gifts. Needless to say I spent the whole night in the bathroom bawling. Dh is really gentle and understanding crying in front of him doesn't bother me. Crying in public is what I can't stand. Esp at work. I hate to cry in public about as much as I hate to puke in public. Work is hard because of all the pg women that come in. I just try to suck it up and not look at them any more than I have to. I think I sound really pathetic to most people. This board has really helped me. I can vent all this to women who understand. I have even gotten better on the attitude since I started posting here and reading all the other posts. I think all the probs you have mentioned all have treatments. I know about 3 women with endo they all have children. Hang in there. I was ready to give up after last months bout of depression. I am one who does hate to give up though. I will continue for a while. I know God has a plan it is hard to keep that in mind while he lets us go through this and let so many wicked people have children and abuse and neglect them. I still pray though and just hope he has something in store for us soon!!! Take care and god bless.
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