Sorry I've been such a flake (and an update)

I have been so incredibly busy at work since I got back from vacation end of July. It's been absolutely crazy here. I'm sorry about the Status Report. I really liked doing it but I just haven't had the time.

I have also come to a decision. We got the results back from DH's antibody test and it was completely normal. Nothing is technically wrong with either of us. My FSH-when I did the Clomid Challenge Test was in normal range as well and I ovulate monthly. Thus, we have decided not to go ahead with the IVF.

I have pretty much given up trying to get pregnant. I can't tell you how peaceful I feel. It's been such a long and emotional journey it's nice to not worry about it. Basically, I believe in my heart that God is saying "No" or "Not yet" and nothing I do will change that. I really feel it in my heart so I have given it all up to God. I truly never thought that I would reach this point. I can't believe it sometimes. I think that this is different for everyone and we all know what to do in our hearts. I have felt this way since day one but stubborn me wanted to control things. I know girls who said they'd never give up and the have babies. I just don't feel that that is the path for me.

I would like to be able to still check in here and offer my support when and where I can. Will that be ok?

Thanks for listening.
Rhonda