Another hard day but I'm getting through it =)

Hi girls!

Well I got some more bad news from my RE tonight. She did blood work and my FSH level is elevated on Day 3.
(prior to the start of my clomid) I am not sure what all that means, other than what she told me. I'm now going to do my research. (ha ha)

She said it was 11 I believe, and that anything above 10 is concidered "high" or "abnormal". Gosh, I love hearing that word! She mentioned she wanted to do the Clomid Challenge Test next month. I need to find out what that means as well.

This, along with the fact I don't ovulate, and have endometrosis seems to be my problems. DH has abnormal Sperm. From what my RE said, high FSH means my eggs are like the age of a 35 year old? Or the egg quality is poor? I'm not sure if I got it all right so I'll need to find out.

I have my first IUI next week, and I will wear out the carpet from being down on my knees praying it will work. I feel more emotionally numb over learning this news today. I didn't cry or anything, I've just been numb. I thought everything else that could go wrong had already, and we finally knew what we were dealing with. It never seems to end sometimes. And meanwhile, more and more of my friends are becoming pregnant.

Anyhow, just needed to vent!

I miss seeing everyone on the board!

Love Donna