I know what you mean about being relieved when you give up hope. My husband doesn't understand this. He says you always have to have hope, but how come it is such a relief when you don't have it? I just tell him the higher my hopes get the harder it is. Oh well maybe his hope will pull us through. In a way I wonder if it is good to give up alot of people I talked to say to just quit trying (sometimes I want to ring their necks though) but maybe that's what it will take? who knows Best of luck to ya. I am past my Cycle day 14 now so heres to waiting two weeks! The hardest part is the last 14days to me.
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