I started my vacation this week. 10 days doing only what I want!!!!!! I went craft shopping with mother yesterday. We stopped at Red Lobster for lunch and the waitress was pg-and I didn't even get upset!!! I hope this lasts. Maybe the clomid was controlling my emotions more than I thought. I guess I will know next month then I go back on. If I start falling apart again I will know. Maybe the lord has answered that part of my prayers. Maybe I can be happy for these women again!!!!! I asked him to at least make this not so painfull and make it clear what all is exactly wrong so there will be closure. Maybe it will all be clear soon!!! Hi Rhonda and Donna and everyone. Cd 30 and waiting AF. God Bless everyone.