It sounds like you're having a good vacation. I love shopping of any kind and I want to look into knitting. I would love to make blankets and the like.
I'm glad that things seem to be a bit more upbeat for you. I think it's God and definitely not the Clomid making you better with the pg ladies. Prayer changes things. I believe that with all my heart. It is so much easier to be ok when we see baby things and people w/kids, etc. Otherwise-the world would be a miserable place to be sometimes. I have always believed that we chose how we react to things but I had never thought of incorporating that into my IF battle. When I did, after a while it didn't bother me anymore. Don't get me wrong--sometimes I avoid the baby sections alltogether but, for the most part, I am ok with it all.
I will keep you in my prayers. I didn't exactly get my clarity for about 4 years. I will tell you that I wouldn't change anything for the world. I have met so many wonderful people through all of this and have definitely grown spiritually. I hope your answers come soon and I hope they come in the form of a 7lb ??oz bundle of joy!
Lots of love,
Rhonda
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