Update....

Hi girls!

Well I made it back from Houston. Lost of rain there.
My temp went down yesturday morning, and I figured my blood test would be negative. It was. My doctor agreed to do it today, on CD 26 and if it was negative repeat it in a few days if not AF showed up. But, I think she' coming.

Gosh, what a bummer. I really thought the IUI would work. Now I have to do the clomid challenge test this month when I get AF. We will do another IUI as well. If I pass the CCT I will continue to do IUI with injectables. If I fail the CCT, I will be doing IVF in December or January. Yikes. Pretty cut and dry. (ha ha)

I think I am more numb and emotionally empty to really break down over my results. I am not sure how much longer I can continue all this, the stress of trying to work around my infertility treatments and aptiontments, and the fincial stress is very difficult. The other night I had a dream I was in the shower and I started to hemorrage, and then I dreamed my uterus fell out into the toliet. It was a very bad nightmare! My husband woke me up and said I was crying in my sleep. I guess the stress is more than I realize sometimes.

I am attending a Pre-Adoption meeting Wednesday, looking forward to it. I also found 5 good adoption web sites I have contacted to send me their info packet. And in the meantime, I am doing what I can to get started on setting up a support group in Roseville, CA. =) We'll see how that one goes!

You all take care and where are you in your cycles?

Love Donna