Thanks Girls....I'm doing okay

Thank you for all your encouraging words. It meant a lot. I am doing okay, just taking it one day at a time, trying to not think about it all too much. I cry every time I think about it. It occured to me today, that the closes I have ever been to being pregnant, is during the 2ww when I am hoping with all my heart. How aweful. The idea of being pregnant for me, is like imagining I will win the lotto someday! (ha ha)

I have 4 friends who are planning on TTC come this Jan. That month will also be our 2 year mark. I am now starting to think about the holidays...dreading them more like it.

Today I was getting my car washed, and I saw a mom with her year old son, playing. He was soo cute, all I wanted to do was go and pick him up and hold him in my arms. When I see babies, that's all I want is to cuddle them so bad. Maybe I think it'll help sooth the ache in my heart, even just temporarily. Have any of you ever felt that way before? Gosh.

Take care!

Love Donna

Ps: Maybe we'll be on the same IUI cycle Beti?