Thank you all for being supportive. I shared this with all of you because I knew that you would. I'm only 29 years old and find it hard to imagine myself with a healthy baby. When I get pregnant again, it will never be the same as my first pregnancy. I feel that so much has been taken away from me. I try to be strong, but it is difficult. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about the baby. The Drs say that what happend to us was just a fluke, there is no explanation.
I will try to get pregnant again on my own, without clomid. If nothing happens I will go back on clomid. I'm not looking forward to trying to figure out when I'm ovulating and being depressed when I get AF. All my good friends are pregnant and we would have had our babies just weeks apart.
Thanks again.
Prayers to everyone.
Love,
Nancy |