AF came to visit

Hi Girls,

This site has been very quiet lately. I hope you all are doing okay. I just wanted to vent and give an update about what is going on with me. I got AF today on CD29, that is early for me. My cycle was probably affected by starting clomid. I took my first month of clomid and wasn't as sucessful as the first time. Oh well, back to the drawing board, OPK kits, clomid, the anxiety of BD at the right time. Sometimes I just wonder why does it have to be so difficult. I can remember being in my late teens and being scared that I was pregnant. I am very down, cry alot, and I know it wrong, but I resent one of my best friends who is 8 months pregnant. We were due a week apart. I hear her complaining about not feeling well and being pregnant and I want to smack her. She is so lucky, if I ever get pregnant I will never complain, I will just pray that I have a healthy baby.

Love,
Nancy