Need a few prayers...thanks girls! =) (pg ment)

Hi ladies~

I've missed you all, and missed posting. I've been lurking though silently. =)

I am 5w3d today, and still have been dealing with a lot of bad cramps. My Beta yesturday was 6,335 which was great. But I started bleeding a little this morning. It was light, but my cramping still had me worried. Called RE and went for U/S.

U/S showed "sac" and even a yolk sac too. There was only one too. (sorry DH no twins this time Ha Ha) But, on a scarier note, the embryo is very low close to the cervix.

RE said that it should have implanted near the top of the uterus, and that it's low for one of 2 reasons. It's been low the whole time but it's fine, or it's planning on leaving and going back to heaven. (m/c)

She said that if I keep this baby, I will have be high risk, has it very well may be a Placenta Previa. Frankly, I know all about that, and it doesn't scare me. The weeks of bedrest do though! (ha ha) I am choosing to be positive about this baby. I am keeping it. My Beta is still strong, and the bleeding stopped. And so far it looks okay. I'll be saying lots of prayers and I know God has a plan for this little angel. I'm not ready to give it up yet!

You know the RE's, they always have to tell you the "worse". When I left she told me she thought I'd probably miscarry. Well I also heard that I probably wouldn't get pregnant either, and I showed them. =) And I plan to do it again.

We are scheduled for u/s again Monday to see a h/b. So between now and then, I am not doing anything and am staying away from working too. Just resting until we know more.

Thanks girls for letting me post and for listening to my worries.

Love Donna

And Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!