That is how I feel ! I'm afraid to test

Hi Donna,

I home from work today b/c I don't feel well. I have a cold, sore throat and a headache. Also, I just couldn't go into work today know ing that AF could be on the way. I am so nervous I'm going crazy. I'm afraid to know. I want this so bad and I don't want to be disappointed. I will go out this afternoon and just buy a test and take it when I wake up in the morning. My husband is working tonight so he won't be home when I do the test. I guess I'm waiting for AF to come so I won't be disappointed. It is hard for me to believe that I could get pregnant on my first IUI attempt. I will just have to wait and see.

How are you feeling?

Thanks for the prayers.
Love,
Nancy