Well I got some more bad news from my RE tonight. She did blood work and my FSH level is elevated on Day 3.
(prior to the start of my clomid) I am not sure what all that means, other than what she told me. I'm now going to do my research. (ha ha)
She said it was 11 I believe, and that anything above 10 is concidered "high" or "abnormal". Gosh, I love hearing that word! She mentioned she wanted to do the Clomid Challenge Test next month. I need to find out what that means as well.
This, along with the fact I don't ovulate, and have endometrosis seems to be my problems. DH has abnormal Sperm. From what my RE said, high FSH means my eggs are like the age of a 35 year old? Or the egg quality is poor? I'm not sure if I got it all right so I'll need to find out.
I have my first IUI next week, and I will wear out the carpet from being down on my knees praying it will work. I feel more emotionally numb over learning this news today. I didn't cry or anything, I've just been numb. I thought everything else that could go wrong had already, and we finally knew what we were dealing with. It never seems to end sometimes. And meanwhile, more and more of my friends are becoming pregnant.
Your first IUI plan to take a cuple of days if it doesnt work-Hopefully it will. I was fine untill I told my boss I started and she looked at me sad. Then I lost it. I went home early and took the next two days off. I got me a new game and stayed locked up in the house. It did me alot of good. I thought alot about just giving up hope, but go through a couple more months of this. I talk to so many people who gave up and it happened. I thin k stress can keep our bodies from working right. Those people convinced me to keep going on the IUI as much as I can. Alot of them had several IUI before it worked as well. I have felt better on this break. I try not to think about next month and the bbt or IUI or us. I have been less stressed i don't even get a bumed out when I see a pg person as much right now. They still dont know why its not working. I am ovulating, the us proved that. Enough of my ramblings. I hope this works for you' I will be thinking about you.
