Still on my break. I went to the inlaws family reunion. There were only two babies and all of the children belonged to a couple of people. The rest were older teenagers. There were no pg women there!!!! It was a good time after all. I have pretty much given up hope and in a way I feel relieved. I will still do the IUI as many times as I can. I don't think they will work though. I don't know what Gods plan is for me. Surely its not sitting around depressed and playing computer games all my life. We have been spoiling ourselves to make up for this. We have been buing some antiques to fix up here and there. We built us a new computer as well. Dh is wanting to hold off on the fostering. We only have one extra room and he is afraid as soon as we move a couple of kids in here it will happen. I think we will wait untill the IUI are all over with before we pursue that route any further. That is my future plans though when all else fails. take care all and God bless.
I know what you mean about being relieved when you give up hope. My husband doesn't understand this. He says you always have to have hope, but how come it is such a relief when you don't have it? I just tell him the higher my hopes get the harder it is. Oh well maybe his hope will pull us through. In a way I wonder if it is good to give up alot of people I talked to say to just quit trying (sometimes I want to ring their necks though) but maybe that's what it will take? who knows Best of luck to ya. I am past my Cycle day 14 now so heres to waiting two weeks! The hardest part is the last 14days to me.
I'm glad you had a good time at the reunion. Those can be such fun. It sounds like you're enojoying your break!
We were about to start the necessary classed for the foster care system here in SoCal but we were discouraged when I told them that we had begun fertility treatment. Basically, they said not to do both at the same time. I will say that my neighbor had three foster kids all at different times. It was really tough. I was discouraged. On one hand I want to give a child a home, on the other hand, they need constant care/supervision and I felt that I could not give them that while I was working. We are still considering it though and will most likely try to adopt through that system.
